What do I do with myself?

i'm ******* tired of living and it feels like nobody cares if i live or die. no one has a clue how i feel and it's not like i have a golden future ahead of me and everybody who made a promise to me broke it one way or another and I don't think i want to live a life where people just treat me like that. For the past year i've been living a life of solitude cause my family doesn't let me do anything with people. recently i've been so angry with life because everyone turns their back on me because I'm never their and it's not fault and i'm drifting away from my friends because of family.Someone should help me out cause i'm out of ideas.